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[Mar. 24th, 2007|03:50 pm] |
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I got my baby back. We talked it all out and he is really sorry. I am so happy. I can not put all the stuff behind me that happen but I can definitely forgive him. 3 years and almost 3 months is too long of a time to throw away. He agrees what he did was stupid, and I told him that I did not want to be without him. I did care that he cheated on me but I still wanted to be with him. The only thing that matters now is that we are back together and I am really happy about that. |
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[Mar. 4th, 2007|03:02 am] |
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I can not sleep. I have a lot on my mind right now. Adam and I might break up. I do not know why things are so messed up. We have been together for 3 years and 2 months we can not just throw that away. We got into a fight yesterday night because he cheated on me. I thought he never would have done that in a million years. I guess that I was wrong. He was telling me how much he loved me and he regreted it but it is not good enough. I am not going to break up with him, he is goin to have to do that himself if that is what he wants. He said that he can not be trusted and that I deserve someone who will not cheat on me. I do not think so. I want and need him to be with me. Why does this have to happen to me? We were planning on getting married when we are in our twenties and having kids. I know I am young but 3 years and 2 months is a long time to be with someone, you can not help but thinking about this stuff. I can not stop crying. He wants us to end our relationship. I can not imagine what my life is going to be like. He said he cheated on me because he thought that he would never see me again since I was in that program for a while. My life was finally making sense. Finally making sense to where nothing could have made it bad, until now. I am so lost. I need to wake up Lauren, I need someone to talk to. Bye! |
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[Feb. 7th, 2007|11:32 pm] |
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LiFE iS GOOD. LiFE iS REALLY GOOD RiGHT NOW. i AM HAViNG THE BEST TiME WiTH LAUREN, MY LiTTLE SiSTER AND MY NEW FAMiLY. THiS iS WORKiNG OUT REALLY WELL. i SEE ADAM ALL THE TiME LiKE iT USE TO BE, i AM BACK AT MY SCHOOL AND JUST EVERYTHiNG iS BETTER. i HAVE NO CONTACT WiTH MY MOM OR DAD AT ALL. i THiNK iT iS BETTER THiS WAY, MUCH BETTER. SPECiALLY FOR MY LiTTLE SiSTER. SHE DOES NOT NEED TO GO THROUGH THiS AT ALL. i SO MUCH RATHER HAVE TO GO THROUGH THiS THAN HER. MY MOM BOUGHT ME A LOT OF NEW CLOTHES YESTERDAY. SHE SPENT THREE HUNDRED ON ME! i WAS NOT EXPECTiNG TO SPEND THAT MUCH. iT HELPS A LOT THAT i HAVE BEEN BESTFRiENDS WiTH LAUREN FOR ALMOST MY WHOLE LiFE. i LOVE THiS. i HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW AND iT iS ALMOST MiDNiGHT AND MY MOM IS YELLiNG FOR ME TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER SO i WiLL. BYE!
DiANA; i AM ON A LOT BUT WHEN i AM ON YOU ARE NOT OR WHATEVER. i MiSS TALKiNG TO YOU. |
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[Jan. 25th, 2007|01:32 pm] |
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I GOT ADOPTED BY MY BEST FRIENDS MOTHER.. WHO IS NOW MY MOTHER TOO! THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE. MY LITTLE SISTER GOT ADOPTED BY HER TOO!
now I can update this and go online and do whatever. My life is going to be so much better now! I am so excited. And I finally got to see Adam after 2 an a half months :] |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2006|07:22 pm] |
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My family found out I have a livejournal and they do not want me to use it so I guess I can not write in here or anything anymore. I will still be checkin others journals I just can not write in here, if my parents find out I will be in deep shit. So I guess this is going to be the last of me writing in here. Dont delete me though. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2006|11:58 am] |
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I am over Sarah's house right now and she let me use her computer. I figured something out the other day. Adam is definately the one for me, I am going to spend the rest of my life with him. We are going to grow old together. Him and I had a nice long talk yesterday and we talked about us and how we feel and what not. We have been through so much in the past 2 an a half years that we know nothing can tear us apart. I am so happy him and I had that talk I feel so much better. I mean nothing was wrong but just to know how we both exactly feel and everything makes it all the better. Well, I just wanted to say that, Sarah and I are going to the beach now! |
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[Jul. 9th, 2006|01:13 pm] |
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Sorry, I have not been on that much. I do not get to use the computer that much anymore, my dad is always on it. I did not end up going to New York with Adam yet. His parents told him he can take it next month. So I guess we are going to go in August now instead. I am so glad that it is summer, I have been swimming more times than I can say. It has been really nice out, atleast I do think so. I am hopeing to go to Six Flags sometime soon. Lauren and her family are going to go when they come back. She is still not back yet! I miss my bestfriend. She has called me every day though, but most of the time I am not home. I've been with Adam now for 2 an a half years! I am wicked excited about that. He is my first boyfriend and we have been together for so long. I think he is the one for me. I really do. Well, I have to go my dad needs the computer once again. I will probably write in here again in a couple weeks, or hopefully sooner. Bye! |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|11:51 pm] |
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Things are getting a little better I guess you could say. My mom has her spazzes once in a while. Olivia is such a cutie pie. She spilt milk on the floor in my room and she was hiding cause she thought I was going to be mad. It was the cutest thing. Adam and I are going to New York sometime next week. I am not sure when. When ever he can get his mom to let him drive there. I do not know what we are doing there but we are just going there to be with eachother by ourselves. Lauren is away on vacation in Canada with her parents. I miss her a lot she has been gone for a while and is going to be gone till July 20th. School is officially out which I am very very happy about. Report cards come next month and I am a little worried cause if I get anything as low as a C my parents are going to flip out on me. I am supposed to be a straight A-B student. Please! I have to go to bed though. Bye! |
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[Jun. 19th, 2006|11:20 pm] |
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It has been almost two weeks since I last updated this thing. A lot has happened and it has caused me to not be able to write. Well, lets start off with my mother is a big bitch and she threatened to call DSS and stuff on me and my sister. So I freaked out on her and left and went to Lauren's house. I was not thinking at the time and did not realize that my mother knows where she lives. So she found me, my sister was left at home and I felt bad but. So everything was good for a day and then she did it again. She just totally freaked out. So I took my sister and we went to Ashley's house. I stayed there for about a week before my mother saw me and my sister walking to her friends house. So now we are back with her. Things are a little better. We have a family counselor now that comes once a week. Oh joy! Just what I need someone telling me how to feel and what to do with my life. Whatever. I've been home since yesterday night, but I didnt want to be in my house so I was out with Adam. I try not to be in my house while my mother is home because then she will probably start everything again. My sister is normally at her friends house or at an after school prgram. But since school is almost out she is not going to have an after school program to go to so she is goin to be forced to be in the house a lot more. I feel bad for her. If only she was a little older. Well, Adam and I are great. The kitten he bought me is about 2 months old now. She is the cutest thing. She sleeps with me at night curled right up against my chest. Well, I have two finals tomorrow. So I got to go. I will writee in here and get online as much as I can. But I try to not be home so it probably wont be that much. Talk to you all later. |
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[Jun. 8th, 2006|10:39 pm] |
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Adam bout me a kitten:-D. I was so excited when he brought her over my house. I named her Olivia after Mariska(real name) in SVU. So I spent most of the day with Adam. He was bein so sweet towards me today. He bought me a card first tellin how much he loved me and I meant to him and everything too. All I kept saying was aww and he got a little annoyed. Oh well! We went on a long walk around the neighborhood. He picked me a nice rose from someones garden and ran away so they would not notice him. That was cute. Now I have to go to bed because there is school tomorrow. Oh yea and Rebecca got her ass kicked by Ashley. It was great! |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|03:00 pm] |
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I know I have not written in here in a couple of days. Sorry about that. I barely have any time to write in here. I went to the doctors yesterday cause I stayed home from school and I was throwing up every where and stuff. My mom told me I had to go to the doctors, no exceptions. So, yea unfortunately I had to go. They did not find anything wrong with me, but they gave me some medicine to help my cold or whatever it is. My mom wants me to stay in today. I think Lauren and Alex are coming over and we are going to play some monopoly or something. Who knows. |
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[Jun. 4th, 2006|07:16 pm] |
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Yesterday was fun. My parents actually let me stay out late. It was different. I went to the mall with some people and we shopped around. I needed some new sneakers, and a new bat for softball. Then we went to the movies. It was kind of boring so we left. I came home to my little sister snoring on the couch. That was not a pretty sight. I picked her up and took her to her room where she woke up and decided she wanted to play. That was not what I wanted to do. Oh well. I love her even though she does get me in trouble. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2006|09:51 pm] |
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My parents know very well that Adam has been away in London for the past week an a half. He just got home today at around six. I tell them that I want to go and see him for a while cause I miss him. So they say that it is alright. So I go to his house. He lives down the street. I go around eight. I tell them that I will be home around eleven. That is fine, then they decide that I should come home now. So I flip out and start yelling at my mom on the phone. So I only got to spend an hour an a half with him. It has been eleven days and all she gives me is an hour an a half with my boyfriend!? She makes me so mad. I can not wait to get out of this house. |
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[May. 31st, 2006|09:47 pm] |
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I got yelled at today for something my little sister did. What else is new right? When will my parents realize she isnt the little angel that everyone thinks she is? Seriously. It just aggravates me so much. Something breaks in the house.. who do we blame? Me! Something isnt in the right place.. who do we blame? Me! I dont get it. Why is it always me. I swear they wish I wasnt born. I came in a little while ago, thought they had cooled off. I was wrong. They started yelling at me for being out late! It was only 8 when I came home. Since when do I have a curfew? I dont know. I needed some where to rant, so I came here. It actually kind of helped. |
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[May. 30th, 2006|11:46 pm] |
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I snuck on here. My mom and dad are in bed. If they find out I am online they will kill me. Literally probably.
I feel weird right now. I dont know why. Lauren and I were talking about something earlier. It just got me thinking. Oh well. I dont care, it is just different.
Oh and yea by the way. I cant comment anybody. I havent confirmed my email or something? I might do that soon. Just wanted to let everybody know that. |
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[May. 30th, 2006|12:27 pm] |
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I'm new here. I dont really know anybody. I wanna find some friends that share the same interest as me. If I add you, I hope you add me too.
I'm home sick from school today. |
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